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This is my blog for those of us struggling with Trichotillomania. I hope you remember to smile today, because you are beautiful.

I’m so sorry i haven’t been very active on this blog/ on my youtube channel lately! This is my second week at Sacred Heart University and my first week of classes so i’m a bit overwhelmed. On the bright side, i love it here! My roommate is perfect and hysterical, my classes seem to be interesting, most of my professors seem great and none of them are awful, band is fun and i’ve made a ton of friends! So far i haven’t felt homesick.. we’ll see how the next few weeks go. As for parties, i’ve been to two so far. I’m trying to focus on work but who doesn’t want to have a little fun?! No worries though, i’m safe about it. The only thing stressing me out right now is guys…emphasis on the plural. I’m not used to any guy liking me or falling all over me, let alone more than one! I keep forgetting about all the weight i’ve lost and all the hair i’ve gained. I drunkenly hooked up with a guy named Josh at a party last friday (i know that sounds super trashy but bare with me), he’s actually sweet and funny and he texted me the next morning and has been ever since. He doesn’t go to SHU but another local college. Is it strange that i could possibly be developing feelings for him? Then there is a guy named Eddie who plays [trumpet] in band with me. He’s sweet and kissed me a few days back and has been all “cutesy” ever since. As nice as he is, i feel no emotional connection to him and whenever it’s just the two of us alone conversation doesn’t flow and things feel awkward. How am i supposed to break that off without band being constantly weird?! and i still want him as a friend! Then there’s a guy Cody who has been venting to me about being lonely.. i sure as hell hope he isn’t trying to lure me in. Damn, guys complicate everything! And above all, i don’t want to get a reputation! But honestly, i’ve never had guys find me attractive before and it’s kind of a nice change. I know this is a jumbled up mess and a rant but i need advice. On another note, i have no urges to pull! In October i will be one whole year pull free!!!!! I can’t wait to throw myself a huge celebration party :)

I leave tomorrow for college and I’m an emotional wreck :/

I leave for college in 10 days :/ !! I don’t know how to feel. I’m really excited but extremely anxious at the same time. Thinking about leaving all my friends and family makes me want to cry! But at least I’m less than 2 hours from home.

I leave for college in 10 days :/ !! I don’t know how to feel. I’m really excited but extremely anxious at the same time. Thinking about leaving all my friends and family makes me want to cry! But at least I’m less than 2 hours from home.

I’m so sorry I’ve been off this blog for a few weeks now! There hasn’t been much going on in my life that I can write about on here. I’m growing my hair out and have been wearing it curly instead of straight. I also leave for college in 17 days which is super anxiety inducing/ exciting  ! I hope all is well with my fellow trichsters. I love you all! If anyone needs to talk my ask box is always open.

So after a long absence from YouTube… I’m baaaaaack! I got my MacBook Pro today and after some setup, I immediately filmed a video. Check it out trich community : http://m.youtube.com/watch?v=Dy6OUAp6JE0

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